In case you missed it, You can watch the FULL VIDEO of Fantaisa’s Behind the Music special that aired last night on VH1.

About the Overdose:
“At that moment I didn’t care about anything. I just wanted out,”
About her ex-boyfriend:
“He was somebody I was crazy about, the first guy who showed me attention.”
About being raped at 14:
“I didn’t even cry my way home,” she said of her feelings after the assault. “I was numb, very numb, confused, I just felt nasty. Disgusting.”